Drowning in you

You know there is plenty of pretty faces out there, don't you?

But there is something special only between me and you

I just looked at you like always did and .. suddenly

felt like drowning and found myself as a part of you

In praise of oblivion

Back when I was young a friend of mine and I went to an Internet café. For the first time, I got familiar with the internet. He introduced Google and Yahoo to me and taught me how to search and it was a pleasant experience I will not ever forget. Then he made me an email in Yahoo.
We came back to our homes happily and decided to go there again. This time I did some research previously and when we got there I was ready. I made a blog for my self that is still there.
Then I showed it to him gladly and proudly and I told him that I have made a website for myself and I'm a famous person now. Then I taught him how to make one.
At the time blogger was an independent company and didn't belong to Google. After that, I got busy studying to get my diploma from the school.
We didn't have a computer in our home at the time and I forgot my blog. Long after when I was at university I tried to restore and remove it but I never could log in. Since then I've written many blogs in the Persian language and all of them are gone. But now I'm glad that I never could retake it because it wouldn't be alive now if I could. That blog shows me how innocent I was at the time and reminds me of who I was and how much I've changed. It's a nostalgic gift that still lives and talks to me thanks to Blogger and my oblivion.

My eyes

My eyes ogle and the heart shocks

What the eye sees my naive heart desires

The heart is sick of my greedy eyes

I will forge a Valyrian steel dagger and...

will take care of the eyes so my heart flies

3 movie characters that I wanted to hug so badly

1. ELEVEN 

I don't know what this is gonna reveal about my personality. Maybe It's just a normal thing and everybody loves her as much as I do. But what I'm feeling is that I want to grab her out of laptop screen and hug her and squeeze her as long as she is not hurt :))

2. Mathilda

Of course, I liked his cool friend. The Great Leon, too. But this girl...she was something.
Also, she reminds me of the Leo professional ending song. It's amazing I think.
You can watch it on youtube here.
Unfortunately, Mathilda's actress also has grown up like other soon to be non-cute human beings.

 3. Toph Beifong / The Blind Bandit

Yes! That's right. I admit it. I not only watch animes but even I fall in love with its characters.
I loved Toph to the point that I sometimes cried for her even when she was laughing loudly.
I'm not talking about tears of joy. It's complicated. I call it tears of understanding.

Yes I know ..

 I'm more emotional than you are allowed to be !

Victims of beliefs

Removed .. 

To make it short we're victims of circumstances and circumstance itself is victim of another circumstance so I don't blame anybody. We're all somehow victims..

That's a one way of looking at the world

Life is a big TRAGEDY

Sellswords

One lesson life taught me is that when you ask something from someone, the honest and
the best answer you could get is "what's in it for me?"
The funny thing about this is that the above answer was the worst answer in my mind previously.
And now! It has turned out to be the best answer!

PS: Where am I going? 
Maybe looking for honest people and getting stabbed in the back is better than seeing all people as sellswords.
Maybe this is really what life is all about.

Nowruz

Happy Nowruz  to all Iranians and those who celebrating the beginning of spring, May the spring bring health and happiness for all human beings.

Jailbird

I was once a programmer , you made me a bard

my heart was cold, you made it beat hard

I was once a hacker, you made me a shepherd

I was a free man, you made me a jailbird

Superstition

do you know why we got hopeless?
why an innocent nation got helpless?
coz we hanged, killed , executed science
mass murdered thoughts in silence

Hoar-Headed

House weather gets hot sometimes

Clock seems very slow to my eyes

don't suppose that I'm an old man

boys get hoar-headed at once sometimes